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Others: "yeah I lewd on main uwu"

Me: "yeah I sad on main boohoo"

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#introduction #introductions

Hey. My name is Autumn. I'm an entity of some sort; trans/genderfluid/demigirl/gxrl or something (I don't even know sometimes). My pronouns are they/them/theirs.

I'm a dork. I enjoy making up new lyrics to songs on the radio (and forever ruining the songs for everyone else). I have a very dry sense of humor and I like bad jokes. I suppose I should water that.

I'm an empath. You could say that it's one of my greatest strengths. I enjoy supporting others when I can. I always want people to know that they're not alone.

I do crappy art and I'm also a writer, neither of which I have ever shared with anyone because I am self-conscious about my work, so it's a secret to everybody. Maybe I should have redacted this from my intro

I am a web designer and I enjoy it most when I am inspired

I am really bad about talking about myself so here's what some people have said about me:

"winter, spring, summer, and fall; there is no autumn" -unknown/can't remember

"you aren't stupid, you are a friend" -ex-friend

"you look like you're 25 or so" -liquor store cashier

"you're the second prettiest trans woman that I know" -Zoey (ex-girlfriend)

"i'd would totally hire you as the lead vocalist for my band" -Mara (friend)

Aside from all of this blathering, I am mentally ill. Specifically PTSD, BPD, and DID. I am an open book about this because there needs to be less stigma surrounding mental illnesses. I like to try to help others understand that we are people too and the stereotypes about us are often offensive and just wrong. People need to judge us as individuals, not as stereotypes of our illnesses.

If you've gotten this far, I want to say thank you for reading this. I hope we can become friends. :)

-Autumn

CW your politics. Not doing it because you can't avoid it yourself is a dick move. I'm all for not letting people bury their heads in the sand but ignoring cw's for any reason is shitty and unproductive

yelling about hillary clinton's transphobia 

The past two months have been life-changing. Up until then, we've considered 2019 to be a pretty bad year.

I feel like my life has been completely turned around. I'm learning to love myself. I feel like we've finally begun to heal. It's only the beginning, but I feel like we are finally on our way there.

We wouldn't have been able to get here if it wasn't for my bunny, my kitty, and my dove. I love them all so much, and I feel like they complete me.

For once, I feel happy to be alive.

Random memory from ~1998:
"Hotmail? Is that a dating site or something?"

Manjaro, FOSS, birdsite, browser discourse 

I've been away from Fedi for over a day. I hope you're all doing well. <3

Falling in love... is one of the most beautiful, powerful things in the world. Especially when you didn't think you would or could again. <3 Life is beautiful, and so are those in it with you in the closest ways. ^_^

The weather here in Florida has been so lovely lately. It actually feels like autumn outside. It's not been too hot outside at all and I love it

Android, rant, profanity 

I really don't know if this is good, or bad, or whatever

I am reminded that I am typically unable to write anything regarding mental health without adding in so much detail as an attempt to make it as understandable as possible.

Netflix, 13 Reasons Why (no spoilers) 

I am mentally exhausted/out of spoons. I wish I could sleep all day, or just have Erin front. Maybe she will. But I'm so exhausted. I think I need to just step away from fedi for today and just watch Netflix or play a game or something

πŸ‚β€‹

Reddit bots, sex ment 

"ok boomer" thoughts 

TFW you write a super long email and Kmail somehow eats it up when you go to send it and leaves a really messed up draft of the email in the draft folder

The frustration turns into Retsuko at karaoke

mh, asking for (personal) donations :boost_ok:​ 

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